Hey queen, miss me?

​Hey gorgeous queen,

I am so excited to be sitting down and writing to you today as it’s been ages.

I’ve missed you!

I’m going to be fully transparent with you, I’ve been really ill and it resulted in me being in hospital as I have a “collection of infection” – which I’m now affectionately calling my bauble - on my right ovary.

At it’s worst, when I was in hospital, the infection had spread to my fallopian tube, cervix and womb and oh my gosh the pain!

My little bauble hasn’t left yet but it is shrinking – Yey!

Over these last few months, I have been leaning more into my spiritual practices and meditating more where Spirit shared with me that my bauble is the trapped emotion of rejection.

Now if you’ve tapped along with me, then you’ll know that emotions get stuck in our body – as we only experience emotions for 90 seconds and then it’s our CHOICE whether to let them go or hold on to them and if we chose to hold onto them they get stuck.

I experienced a lot of rejection last year which hurt. 

And I mean really hurt. 

And this got me stuck in disempowerment – One of my favourite go to unhelpful beliefs!

Ultimately though, those “experiences” of rejection were reflecting back to me where I was and am – bauble is still there – rejecting myself – Ouch!

So I am putting my big girl pants on and pulling them all the way up to my beautiful big boobs and standing-up out of that ever so alluring victim hole I’ve been in and choosing to stand in my power. ✨

So what does that look like…

💛 Creating again, writing to you my wonderful community – I’ve missed it.
💛 Being in my garden and encouraging my flowers to bloom.
💛 Working with Shamans and energy workers alongside taking antibiotics and probiotics.
💛Changing my un-helpful beliefs about myself by cleansing and re-programming my subconscious mind with - Tapping of course! -  and the spiritual text A Course In Miracles.
💛 Day trips with the Hubby as things got far too serious and there was WAY to much adulting.

I have been forced to take time out and slow down and that's not a bad thing.

I am still in my chrysalis but I’m starting to flex and stretch and birth a new identity…

How exciting! 😜

💜 Affirmation Mantras 💜

So I have been turning to the amazing Louise Hay and her book: You can heal your life and here are two affirmations which particularly resonated with me. I am currently repeating them in my head and singing them around the house.

 💚 I release the pattern in me that attracted this experience. I create only good in my life.

💚 I release the pattern in my consciousness that is creating resistance to my good. I deserve……….

👉If you fancy, you can let me know in the comments below if my Love Letter resonated with you.

You are a miracle and deserving of miracles but sometimes we forget and hangout in our ego mind or lower nature.

And that’s okay as we’re part human and part goddess. 💃

I invite you to awaken the goddess within and unleash her in every area of your life.

Love you. 🧡

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