Hey beautiful,
I’ve been at a festival in the woods this last weekend and it was my first festival since 2018 and it was amazing. 🌳
I had such a wonderful time with friends who I haven’t seen in years and having it on the dance floor with Mr Brand like we used to just made me fall in love with him all over again. 😍
I experienced two Cacao ceremonies one was incredible...
I shifted so much stuff and let go of so many things that I still feel lighter writing this to you now because of it. 🙏
The other wasn’t so great but I now have a greater understanding of what I enjoy and what I don’t.
I’m not great if the plan changes or if my expectations aren't met.
I’ve been at a festival in the woods this last weekend and it was my first festival since 2018 and it was amazing. 🌳
I had such a wonderful time with friends who I haven’t seen in years and having it on the dance floor with Mr Brand like we used to just made me fall in love with him all over again. 😍
I experienced two Cacao ceremonies one was incredible...
I shifted so much stuff and let go of so many things that I still feel lighter writing this to you now because of it. 🙏
The other wasn’t so great but I now have a greater understanding of what I enjoy and what I don’t.
I’m not great if the plan changes or if my expectations aren't met.
This is something which I’ve struggled with all my life. I can’t tell you how many healing sessions I’ve had on this throughout the years.
I once had a 90-minute Tapping session on the washing machine breaking down as it meant that “it wasn’t doing its job properly”.
Now thanks to being diagnosed (almost officially) as a neuro-diverse human, I understand more that it’s something I’m never going to change about myself no matter how many healing sessions I have but I can learn how to manage my feelings of disappointment – fear based feelings- better.
It’s interesting as when I host my Free Women's Energy Healing events or if I speak on stages at in person events, I get nervous before hand but once it's go time, I become alive and it's such a rush I know it's what I'm meant to be doing in this lifetime.
But put me in a circle with 10 strangers and expect me to sing to songs I don’t know the words or rhythm too when I was expecting a “shamanic journey” experience the overwhelming fear of getting it wrong causes me to shut down and go mute.
This doesn’t mean I’m not “participating” or enjoying myself, on the contrary, I’m just enjoying the experience in my own way.
One of the facilitators clearly struggled with this though and insisted on sitting next to me – highly embarrassing – and getting me to do breathing exercises which involved sighing out loud while everyone else sang.
I’m not going to lie, this is kind-of my worst nightmare being singled out for being different and not participating in the same way as everyone else.
I wasn’t laughing during the experience but after I was so appreciative of my experience and this new perspective on ceremonies.
🌸 Mantra Of The Week 🌸
I choose to experience life in my own unique way. Sometimes that means not going along with the crowd or people pleasing to keep everyone happy. I’m so grateful for my experiences as they’ve got me here and made me the person I am today and do you know what, I love that person and I think I’m really awesome.
Own that last bit lady 😜
You're so unique and beautiful just like the human experience you’re having right now.
If you choose to stand out from the crowd then own it queen because there’s a reason the Divine/Universe/Infinite Intelligence/God made you different.
And we all know the Divine/Universe/Infinite Intelligence/God makes no mistakes.
You're perfect, whole and complete just as you are.
Never change.
Ohhh, I just got angel bumps writing that last bit to you.
Thanks lovely, I love the electric-zinging feeling of angel bumps.
What serves you serves me to in more way than we’ll ever know.
👉Now let me know in the 👇comments 👇 where in your life you choose to be different as I’d love to celebrate you.
Love you 💜
I once had a 90-minute Tapping session on the washing machine breaking down as it meant that “it wasn’t doing its job properly”.
Now thanks to being diagnosed (almost officially) as a neuro-diverse human, I understand more that it’s something I’m never going to change about myself no matter how many healing sessions I have but I can learn how to manage my feelings of disappointment – fear based feelings- better.
It’s interesting as when I host my Free Women's Energy Healing events or if I speak on stages at in person events, I get nervous before hand but once it's go time, I become alive and it's such a rush I know it's what I'm meant to be doing in this lifetime.
But put me in a circle with 10 strangers and expect me to sing to songs I don’t know the words or rhythm too when I was expecting a “shamanic journey” experience the overwhelming fear of getting it wrong causes me to shut down and go mute.
This doesn’t mean I’m not “participating” or enjoying myself, on the contrary, I’m just enjoying the experience in my own way.
One of the facilitators clearly struggled with this though and insisted on sitting next to me – highly embarrassing – and getting me to do breathing exercises which involved sighing out loud while everyone else sang.
I’m not going to lie, this is kind-of my worst nightmare being singled out for being different and not participating in the same way as everyone else.
I wasn’t laughing during the experience but after I was so appreciative of my experience and this new perspective on ceremonies.
🌸 Mantra Of The Week 🌸
I choose to experience life in my own unique way. Sometimes that means not going along with the crowd or people pleasing to keep everyone happy. I’m so grateful for my experiences as they’ve got me here and made me the person I am today and do you know what, I love that person and I think I’m really awesome.
Own that last bit lady 😜
You're so unique and beautiful just like the human experience you’re having right now.
If you choose to stand out from the crowd then own it queen because there’s a reason the Divine/Universe/Infinite Intelligence/God made you different.
And we all know the Divine/Universe/Infinite Intelligence/God makes no mistakes.
You're perfect, whole and complete just as you are.
Never change.
Ohhh, I just got angel bumps writing that last bit to you.
Thanks lovely, I love the electric-zinging feeling of angel bumps.
What serves you serves me to in more way than we’ll ever know.
👉Now let me know in the 👇comments 👇 where in your life you choose to be different as I’d love to celebrate you.
Love you 💜
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