Hey beautiful,
I was at a wedding in York over the weekend and it was fabulous.
I mean, if you know me, I love celebrating love and that’s why the hubby and I have had four weddings and I want a fifth one in Vegas baby!
It’s our 12-year wedding anniversary, (say what?! Where did the time go? They say time flies when you’re having fun 😜) on Sunday which is Father’s Day over here in the UK.
I’ve worked with many women over the years who’ve been looking to fall in love or fall in love again with their partners after years together and you know, that little thing called life had got in the way.
So today, I’m being nudged to share with you by my guides the beginning of my love story.
I was at a wedding in York over the weekend and it was fabulous.
I mean, if you know me, I love celebrating love and that’s why the hubby and I have had four weddings and I want a fifth one in Vegas baby!
It’s our 12-year wedding anniversary, (say what?! Where did the time go? They say time flies when you’re having fun 😜) on Sunday which is Father’s Day over here in the UK.
I’ve worked with many women over the years who’ve been looking to fall in love or fall in love again with their partners after years together and you know, that little thing called life had got in the way.
So today, I’m being nudged to share with you by my guides the beginning of my love story.
Many years ago, I was recovering from a very toxic relationship where I’d lost all my confidence and to be honest hope in ever finding love.
I’d experienced horrendous adult acne which had included cysts on the side of my face and they had left scars leaving me feeling incredibly insecure and with the burglary on top I was in a place of deep self-loathing.
It was a real low point in my life and to be honest a painful one even to recall and write to you about now but..
This is a story about how you can find and experience love no matter where you are or how you feel about yourself.
So while I was feeling pretty sh*t about myself and the state of my really suck-y dating life - That’s a whole other story though…
My friend told me she was obsessed with these new books and I HAD to read them.
They were called the Twilight Saga.
Yep, unless you were living under a rock between 2005 and 2012 you’ll of heard of the Twilight Saga books which were later turned into films with Kirsten Stewart and Robert Patterson.
I credit the Twilight Saga with helping me to believe, find and fall in love again.
Even though it’s some teen fantasy romance novel between a human, vampire and werewolf.
When I read the connection, intensity and obsessive, can’t live without you love between Bella and Edward while I was sat in the bath on a Saturday night after turning down a raging party to stay in on my own and devour Twilight.
It hit me like a lightning bolt.
I wanted to fall deeply in love with someone where it was intensely reciprocated and where I was their whole world, and they were mine no matter what the *experts* said on co-dependency. 😜
And right there, in that bathtub in my shared house in London, I made the decision that was the love I wanted to experience.
And do you know what…
I got what I asked for and I’m still living the fairytale 13 years later.
And do you know what’s even more body tingling synchronistic…
We went on our first ever date on Friday 03 July 2010 and the next day I was seeing the next instalment of the Twilight Saga (Eclipse) with my girlfriends at a London West-End cinema.
It had come full circle.
I’d met my Edward.
It’s true you can find inspiration and love in the most unlikely places.
And you don’t need to feel *worthy* or *love yourself enough* or “have your ducks in a row” because love doesn’t work like that…
You need to decide what love you want to experience, whether you *feel* worthy or not, and then wait for it to come, knowing that it does exist, even if it’s in a novel and take the next obvious action step.
In my case, devour all the books and immerse myself in the films and the love story I wanted for myself.
Even though at that time I didn’t feel *worthy* or *deserving* of love I still believe that *movie* love existed and now I’m living that experience.
And that’s what I want for you.
I want you to experience the love that YOU want no matter what the gurus or your ego mind says.
👉Now tell me in the 👇comments 👇 the inspiration behind your love story as I'd love to know. 😍
Love you always 💖
I’d experienced horrendous adult acne which had included cysts on the side of my face and they had left scars leaving me feeling incredibly insecure and with the burglary on top I was in a place of deep self-loathing.
It was a real low point in my life and to be honest a painful one even to recall and write to you about now but..
This is a story about how you can find and experience love no matter where you are or how you feel about yourself.
So while I was feeling pretty sh*t about myself and the state of my really suck-y dating life - That’s a whole other story though…
My friend told me she was obsessed with these new books and I HAD to read them.
They were called the Twilight Saga.
Yep, unless you were living under a rock between 2005 and 2012 you’ll of heard of the Twilight Saga books which were later turned into films with Kirsten Stewart and Robert Patterson.
I credit the Twilight Saga with helping me to believe, find and fall in love again.
Even though it’s some teen fantasy romance novel between a human, vampire and werewolf.
When I read the connection, intensity and obsessive, can’t live without you love between Bella and Edward while I was sat in the bath on a Saturday night after turning down a raging party to stay in on my own and devour Twilight.
It hit me like a lightning bolt.
I wanted to fall deeply in love with someone where it was intensely reciprocated and where I was their whole world, and they were mine no matter what the *experts* said on co-dependency. 😜
And right there, in that bathtub in my shared house in London, I made the decision that was the love I wanted to experience.
And do you know what…
I got what I asked for and I’m still living the fairytale 13 years later.
And do you know what’s even more body tingling synchronistic…
We went on our first ever date on Friday 03 July 2010 and the next day I was seeing the next instalment of the Twilight Saga (Eclipse) with my girlfriends at a London West-End cinema.
It had come full circle.
I’d met my Edward.
It’s true you can find inspiration and love in the most unlikely places.
And you don’t need to feel *worthy* or *love yourself enough* or “have your ducks in a row” because love doesn’t work like that…
You need to decide what love you want to experience, whether you *feel* worthy or not, and then wait for it to come, knowing that it does exist, even if it’s in a novel and take the next obvious action step.
In my case, devour all the books and immerse myself in the films and the love story I wanted for myself.
Even though at that time I didn’t feel *worthy* or *deserving* of love I still believe that *movie* love existed and now I’m living that experience.
And that’s what I want for you.
I want you to experience the love that YOU want no matter what the gurus or your ego mind says.
👉Now tell me in the 👇comments 👇 the inspiration behind your love story as I'd love to know. 😍
Love you always 💖
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